After making decisions about cropping, distortion and a split compliment colour combo (can’t go wrong with that) actually painting the canvas came with surprisingly little apprehension. The usual self-doubts set in, like- “Will people relate well to this, or is it ___________ (amateur, ugly, pointless, overly eccentric or weird)?”, and “Can I handle all these straight edges, or is this getting really sloppy?” and, “This underpainting needs to be more orange and less pink!”. Too late to change that.
Actually, the pure enjoyment of the painting and even the planning is worth more than any of that stuff. The 16x28 in canvas is not large by anyone’s standards, but it is for me, having done so many studies in the 4 in to 10 in range. I wonder if there should be more modelling or layering of colour.
When a canvas is “fresh off the easel” as John Lynch said, it is too soon to make any appraisals. It will show in the West Toronto Artists Exhibition NORTH BY WEST in a gallery on Roncy in October - unusually quick for me - and once it is framed it will be better because paintings always look best framed.I feel like everybody paints and real feedback never happens. Then I wonder if it matters. Pure enjoyment matters, and forward motion in my work matters, whatever the degree of progress.
